Amazing shapeshifting UFO orb cylinders

As some of you might know, i recorded something quite amazing the past year, it was a UFO that at first appeared as a red orb that came close to our apartment at a high altitude. Since it sounded like a helicopter at first when i saw it coming towards me for a while i was actually fooled into thinking that it could had been a helicopter, even though it looked really strange for a helicopter, this is when i decided to record it since i did not bother recording it heading towards me because i thought for a long time that it was a helicopter. For this reason alone i missed recording it flying towards my direction, and was only able to capture it once stationary only hovering while altering it´s shape, while no longer making any sound at all. At that moment i was waiting for my close friend to come back home, since she had been gone for days to visit her family in Jönköping, i was awaiting her phone-call in order to help her with the heavy luggage once she got of the bus. For this reason alone i decided to head outside and not record the craft taking off, because she was already waiting for me when it was being recorded, out of respect i did not want to keep my friend waiting for me. This is why i stopped recording all of a sudden in the video, i did 3 major mistakes when i recorded this amazing sighting, mistakes that have made the debunkers dismiss my sighting as a mere lantern or a lightbulb.. The first mistake i did was not recording it heading towards my apartment, the second was not recording it taking off, the third was recording it from the window and not from outdoors. The two previous reasons have already been explained, however the fact that i chose to record the sighting from indoors from behind my window was because of our cats, my friend Scully has always been extremely worried about her cat´s and she would usually get freaked out if i would open a window since one of our cat´s have actually been very close to falling down once, which to our horror was found hanging at the edge once simply because we decided to went the apartment during a summer by opening the window for one or two minutes. During these two minutes one of our sneaky but lovely cat´s attempted going outside of the window and explore the sight and almost fell down, so now maybe you understand better why i decided to record from indoors that day. These 3 factors where reasons enough to miss important details while recording such an amazing UFO sighting, a UFO which so far i have only seen one person ever record and upload, so i missed the opportunity to provide important parts of the sighting needed i order to raise it´s authenticity while making it harder to be debunked. I have now learnt from these mistakes and would never repeat them.

Here it is, one of the strangest UFO´s i have ever seen or recorded.

And here is the only person besides myself that i have seen record this craft before, as you can see it´s appearance and the cylindrical shape with the orb below is identical to my own sighting, this is just how the craft behaved for a brief moment before it got stationary like seen in my video. The main difference in our sighting was that in his video the object was seen moving the whole time, while in mine it was stationary and rotating while ejecting something out of it.

This is the second time i have seen something similar in nature to the cylinder orb i spotted the past year, it was a reddish orb that started to change shape while flying past my apartment, it looked like a red orb at first then it became a cylinder for a few seconds to finally become a black metallic sphere of some sort. This time it was recorded outdoors, while seen taking off and approaching our town. So this one is going to be a lot harder for the sceptic debunkers to debunk thankfully, to be honest i don´t care about their close-minded thoughts what matters is that we who believe in this phenomena can acquire more evidence to show the world.

Haven´t made any new posts in a while

Have been very busy lately with my youtube channel, also writing about my experiences and theories on what is going on in our world right now regarding the extraterrestrial presence. This is why i have been kind of slacking with the posts on the blog and sometimes even in responding people on my channel, as i said earlier there are reasons behind this and sometimes we all need to get away for a while, even though this field of research is my main passion in life i still don´t want to dedicate 100 % of my time and energy to this, like other people i have other things to do and worry about as well. So this is probably why i might disappear for a while on the internet for some days occasionally. Well enough about that, well as some of you might already know.. There has been quite a lot of UFO activity since we passed into 2012, the amount of sightings have escalated and the UFO´s which are trying to pass for airplanes have been sighted more frequently lately, there has also been a lot of smaller UFO orbs sighted flying in close proximity to our home. There has been a lot of police and military helicopters scouting our town and night, not even once has it said anything about the helicopters presence in any newspapers, their presence here remains a mystery to the population. To be honest i don´t know if population even cares about what has happened here considering how unaware they are of what is really going on in this town. However i have spotted some people occasionally looking up towards the sky a few times when the helicopters have been flying around, sometimes i have seen the look up when the fakers have been flying over them to, so there might be a possibility that some of the residents here have begun to notice the phenomena, considering how timid the Swedish people are i doubt that they would mention it to anyone though.

So far i have not been able to find any logical explanation to their presence, however i do believe that they have picked up something on their radars probably after watching my videos and have been scouting the area, on some of my previous videos i have been very informative regarding the location, timeline and the correlations. I find it quite amusing that only one or two days after i made one of these videos a police helicopter was spotted and recorded scouting the area at night for no obvious logical reason, it even had it´s spotlights on so it was definitely searching for something. In fact i have even been seeing them flying above our town during daytime several times these past months, in the forests where i have been out for walks during daytime for example, basically everywhere. It seems they are monitoring me or every area where i am usually at, maybe they believe that i will attract something ? Don´t really know what they are thinking i do know that they are watching me though and that they follow my youtube channel in order to keep updated on the situation.

However i don´t fear the police or the government at all, i have not committed a crime nor done anything that could make me pose as a threat to them, if these are their so called scare-tactics that they have been up to then it is surely not working and is quite pathetic to be honest. I think the police are just curious about what is going on here, they chose to monitor me for some unknown reasons, but since i have done nothing illegal they can´t touch me in anyway. I am simply making videos on my youtube where i have recorded strange unidentified crafts, i share my theories with the world and opinions on what i am experiencing, don´t think that could be called a crime ? So i will continue doing what i do until i get bored of it or don´t feel the need to record them anymore, i have nothing to fear and what i am doing could actually benefit the government in the way that they have someone that makes reports each time they are sighted on a youtube channel. So to be honest i see no reason to why they would try to scare me, maybe observe me but nothing else, if they stop my channel then they will not be able to keep track of what is going on in our town and in the vicinity.

The inner thoughts of a “chosen one” in the reality script

My soul is trapped in a world filled with illusions controlling existence.

Why should i “fight” to be allowed to be part of the illusion ? When i see through it, when my soul understand that it is nothing but a mere illusion. Why should we be forced to change ourselves to become part of an illusion rather than being part of reality ?

Ever since i first came here i have known that this is nothing but an illusion, a twisted version of reality, this illusion has been programmed and is following a script made by super computers able to predict evolution and create simulations so real that people would not even notice it. The one´s behind everything, the script we are using right now have been programmed by beings older than our planet itself, these entities exist in a existence beyond our concepts of “good” and “evil”. They are the makers of the duality experience, they predict and they programme existence to adapt itself to this software a sophisticated super computer program that is made to hasten the evolution of a certain species by predicting events and the multiple different outcomes of every possible situation of significant importance to them.

These beings are the makers of the script, they are older than most of the ET´s visiting earth, in fact they even designed them at one point. The makers of the script exists only for one purpose, to evolve species throughout the universe, to create experiences that will expand into ongoing evolution of the DNA and of the soul. The demi-god beings creating the script are the souls that has evolved the closest to source, they have taken on the role of guiding existence into creating events which will spawn diversity in the universe, source/universe creates the conditions for existence and life to be born what the makers do is to make sure that the conditions are met and fulfilled so that evolution will take place at a predicted time-line or a event. Why they have taken this role is a enigma to me, however i believe that they are doing this as a cosmic experiment of a huge scale to see how different species throughout the universe evolves while being programmed to evolve by the same means of a script. The makers which i am going to refer to as the “Watchers”, are extremely fascinated by existence, source and creation thus they are set on creating.

Since these beings knows what has to be done to achieve evolution, they set up the events needed in the script to hasten the process, they will run the “duality program” on a certain species that has gotten upgraded in their DNA by the watchers or other more evolved species in the universe, the duality script is flawless since it mimics existence and the concept of source itself. The script just as the Watchers understands that importance of the polarities, light and darkness and how much they are needed for evolution. Darkness itself gives us more light than light itself this is a concept that is misinterpreted by humanity even at this present moment, therefore they create dark events in the scripts, once we understand the purpose of that dark event we will move onto the positive pole and the results which came from that experience will be learnt and understood. Since evolution is infinite there will always exist light and dark polarities in the universe , regardless of what interpretation of existence one exists in, these interpretations/scripts are needed some would define it as “dimensions”.

Dimensions are themselves scripts as well, they are simulated and created by the super computer A.I of the makers/watchers, “dimensions” are in other words just different program updates inserted into the evolution of one species and their reality, even though these dimensions are real and exists in a “tangible form” they can be programmed and brought into existence by the script. Since the universe can be decoded into digits and complex paradigms depicting the process of evolution in source it is therefore possible to re-create these events at will if one possess the knowledge and the awareness needed to do so, dimensions are different programs running simultaneously with every other program/dimension out in the cosmos. Some programs are able to run at the same time, while some will collapse if they run at the same time, in rare events there might be a glitch present allowing multiple programs/dimensions running at the same time which might create disturbances in one or multiple of the programs, this is why some humans might experience beings and events from other programs in their own program/dimension/reality. Simply because some programs overlap each other at some points, collide and react to each other.

Occasionally there will be born a anomaly program when two different programs/dimensions collide to often programs which are not supposed to do so at the same time, when this happens there might be created a new paradox program, this program holds both of the characteristics/scripts from original one´s that collided. This program is a parallel program that runs at the same time as the present program constantly running on a certain location where evolution is taking place, this program is as real as any other but it is an anomaly, however there exists a lot of different energies and entities in this anomaly world, the anomaly is very similar to the original script/program but it is yet different since it is also programmed to hold the information from the future program to be used.

This Anomaly program is a script existing between the old program and the new one that is going to take the place of the present one, so in other words this anomaly program exists in limbo between two realities, sometimes when humans dreams and releases their energy bodies by mistake or on purpose they will enter this limbo reality. This paradox is filled with anomalies and events which are not in the present program but that could very well be part of the upcoming one, on rare events there exists events and minor “bugs” that are not part of either programs as a result of the hybrid software born out of the clash of the realities. The paradox realities exist everywhere in the universe and is a normal event that happens on every place where programs have been running for a long time that has aided a species to evolve further, it is possible to visit the paradox script at will, some do this on purpose especially visitors outside of the program that is running on a certain location, they will usually hide in this paradox reality not to be noticed by the citizens of the main program.

Visitors from the upcoming program might visit both of the reality script programs running on a planet if they chose to do so, both the paradox and the present reality/program/dimension if they chose to do so. The programs exist and runs simultaneously, therefore one can enter and leave at will once a gate has been forged between the realities a (Vortex), thus making it possible to travel between different programs existing at once on the same location. This is the most common way the Super computer A.I creates existence in the universe, it allows multiple programs to run at the same time since they all have and share interesting results which sometimes even surprises the makers of the scripts themselves. Since the makers create and predict most major events in a script, they are at fault for both the “negative” and the “positive” events in a world, the makers/watchers are therefore not inclined towards either the “positive pole” or the “negative pole”. Why would they ? Since they created the conditions for them to exist in our reality in the first place, they are simply making sure that the programs run according to the script, the watchers/makers knows what must be done for us to evolve.

It is hard to understand their minds, if trying to comprehend them with the present limited human awareness at this moment, the watchers/makers are beyond the concepts of “good and evil”, they understand the importance of certain events and therefore they deem them all to be equal and needed for our evolution and will not personally side with any polarity. Once a species is upgraded and assimilated into a new program, a new script will start running, so in other words it is a never ending process, humans will often mistake the upcoming program to be the final and ultimate program update in their evolution. This is in fact a misconception and far from the truth, once humanity is upgraded into the new program new issues and new script anomalies will appear in order for the program to be able to be upgraded into a newer one once it´s experiences in the complex paradigm is met.

Software upgrade in the evolution script happens constantly therefore humanity shall not settle with a new program either, the evolution and upgrading of the programs shall continue until they reach the reality/dimension/program in which the watchers exist in, once this happens (which is an extremely rare event) in the results predicted by the watchers, the species who made it that far into the final program will start working together with the Watchers and start using their own Evolution A.I to create their own programs and scripts. Some Watchers have managed to breach the final barrier between their program/dimension and the reality in which source exists, they will cease to be watchers and move into the experience of source program or reality. Once this happens the watcher will be re-birthed into a a random older program and forget most of of it´s memories which could otherwise result as a virus in the watchers vessel , however the experiences gained from being upgraded into the final program will remain, the watchers merged into old programs are usually humans that understand the concept of duality and has gained inner wisdom through their own souls experience and will therefore rarely become followers in a program script. Watchers assimilated into older programs are usually outcasts, whom has a hard time dealing with the current program since they grasp that they are existing in a illusion and outdated software. Watchers assimilated into old software has the purpose to guide humanity in their evolution, they understand what must be done and what the purpose of the polarities are. Being a watcher that is assimilated into a old script is not a task that is suited for any watcher, the watchers who chose to do this are actually selected by their high council since it is the hardest task a watcher could ever endure, therefore they must carefully select the most suitable watchers for the task.

Watchers assimilated into a reality program/software on each planet are a select few only, some of them have their release (death) at a young age, because they are not able to handle the rules and events of the current script. When this happens they are sent back to their original dimension/program, they will report to their council and all of their experiences will be registered and then the analysis of the events in the watchers life will be reviewed, the watchers are not the only one inserted into older programs but also energy bodies whom belong to some of the newer programs. They are inserted into old programs in order to hasten the evolution of a certain program, that happens when one polarity in the script of a program has become unbalanced and is trying to take full control of that current program like a virus. If this anomaly takes place in a script then the watchers themselves will intervene by changing the conditions so that the program might run as usual while allowing the duality experiences to evolve the program further. They will usually intervene by merging energy bodies of a newer program with the one´s of a older, the upgraded energy bodies (souls) will therefore start running their own scripts like a virus on the old program but the virus is actually a force upgrade in the software.

Events like these are predicted to happen in rare events throughout the universe, therefore both watchers and energy souls of a newer program will be sent to intervene with the virus anomaly created in a certain program where one polarity is gaining full control of that program which creates imbalance in the script thus not allowing it to evolve any further. The watchers themselves will never personally interfere with these events except for the select few of watchers whom are already assimilated into a outdated program. When watchers sometimes show themselves to humans in this program/reality, they will appear either as shadows or orbs of different vivid colours, since their energy bodies are hard for the program to detect and depict properly, this is normally how a watcher will be interpreted in this reality. Watchers have the ability to mimic and take on the form of anything in this current program, the watchers are merely observers in this current program they rarely intervene with the ongoing events in the program but that does not mean that they do not care in fact they care a lot, but they understand the importance of the ongoing experiences since they predicted it with their A.I and will therefore not intervene since this might cause an accidental anomaly.

The watchers/makers of the reality/dimensions scripts (programs) have existed for millions of years, and they take part in helping life flourish in the universe.

Some makers have chosen the path of selfishness (even makers have ego´s), and have the goal to become the only source themselves, therefore they wish to control everything These kind of watchers send out their minions to work together with the humans on earth that are in control of this current script, as a result the makers whom understands the importance of balance in the polarities will send out their own representatives to upgrade and clean the current virus in the program into a newer and more evolved program that is not halted by a virus. Either polarities might turn into a virus for the program with the passing of time, in fact the most effective way of evolution is through the duality experience itself, this has been proven over and over again by the results of our evolution A.I. Therefore polarities must exist to create the events and experiences needed to evolve, if one of the polarities becomes to powerful in the current software, imbalance will be created and it will halt evolution. None of the polarities should exceed each other in order for the program to continue upgrading itself, however it is a natural event in the script that the polarities will occasionally be imbalanced, this is normal and it will eventually be stabilized so that evolution will continue onwards.

Humanity is as we speak imbalanced into its negative pole the most, it needs to become balanced in order for evolution to continue, as it gets balanced more by the positive pole the program will start updating itself and the old program will be overwritten. However this does not mean that the new upgrade will not bring with itself new issues itself, many difficulties will also appear in this new program, this is a natural process so once the earth and this program has been balanced out for a while new “problems” will emerge in the script, in order to create the experiences and the events needed in order for the program to continue.

A few energy bodies on this planet has been told the outcomes of each event since thousands of years ago, some of them have been corrupted and tried to gain control of the very program itself, these energy bodies where meant to hasten evolution on this planet by being inserted with more knowledge than the rest of humanity as a measure of precaution in case the current program would become imbalanced. However there still exists members of this group though still has the intent to help humanity to evolve not all of them are controlled by their ego´s, however they are bound to the script and the order of the events as well so they have to play out their roles regardless. These groups have been illuminated with the truth by the makers, and even amongst themselves they have created polarities and split their cause into two factions. This group of illuminated one´s where twisted to halt the process of the evolution of the script by their egos at one point, some of these energy bodies have gained control of their ego´s now and are instead sabotaging this exclusive group of illuminated souls from the inside in order for evolution to continue.

Knowledge is power, and power tempts the ego.

/The conciousness of “Victor.J” a.k.a “CosmicStarTraveler)

One of my recent UFO Sightings was featured on Chilean Media

I just discovered this video which showed one of my own UFO sightings yesterday while watching a random recommended video on youtube.

04.25 into the video my sighting is being shown, this sighting is on my channel and i will add the link to it in the end of this post

I think that it is good and i feel honoured to have my footage featured on such a popular Chilean television show that is into UFO´s, conspiracies and the paranormal, but at the same time i can´t help feeling that they should had contacted me before using my footage since i am the original owner of the material and they are violating copyright infringement by doing this since they probably earn a lot of money from their TV Show.. However i am not a greedy person and i would never ask for money to have my videos shown in either television, internet or some other type of media. My intention is only to show the world what i am experiencing and recording, i just think that a major channel from the country where i was born (Chile), should at least ask me if it is okay to use my footage on their TV shows out of respect for my work and as a person. However i am willing to let this go considering that South America and that people from the part of the world where i originate from does now watch my videos often i am trying to see the benefits i might get from this at the moment rather than getting angry over that they did not ask me before using my footage on their TV-show.

I have emailed the Host of the show “Salfate” and told him that they are using my footage and said that i was honoured about it, yet i made some insinuations that i don´t appreciate it that much that they used it without checking with me first as it´s legal owner. I asked Salfate if he was interested in using more of my footage on his channel, since it is about these subjects, however on the condition that he mentions my full name and where he got the footage from (my youtube) the next time if he is considering to do this. Since i was born in Chile i felt that this is quite interesting to see that the country where i got my roots in have discovered my videos, considering everything that has been going on lately this might be the opportunity i need to go public so that i can become more well known and not have to worry about my safety as i have been doing lately. This is the only reason to why i would ever even consider doing this in the first place, money, fame and becoming worshipped is nothing that interest me but for the sake of my protection and for disclosure i am willing to do this. If by any chance the secrets powers would consider hurting me in the near future it would be much harder for them to do so, if everyone knows my full name, age and appearance then it would be much harder for them to get away with something like that. But to be honest i do not believe they would ever push it that far i simply think they are trying to intimidate me sometimes.

I am still awaiting a reply from Salfate, if he ignores my email and he keeps uploading my videos, then i will consider using the law about copyright infringement against his TV show, since that would only show what a dishonest person he is if he thinks he can get away with taking credit for something which i have done without even mentioning me or where he got the videos in the first place. But hopefully Salfate will reply to me and not pretend that he has never read my email before, i would love to have my videos shown on media if they are serious about what they do and if they do not warp the truth. I would never sell my footage to anyone ever though, my footage is for free and it will never cost anyone money ever!

As i said earlier i have mixed feelings about this.. I am glad that Chile and South America are noticing my sightings, yet i feel a bit disrespected for not being asked my permission to use this footage earlier.

Many people and channels have asked for my permission to use my sightings earlier on their channels, like for example Michael Cohen from Allnewsweb, i have no problem with that at all as long as you ask beforehand out of respect and appreciation for my work and the time i spend on recording, skywatching and uploading my videos.

Here is the link to my original sighting used by the Chilean TV channel “Salfate”

Harassed for nearly half an hour by Unknown Craft flying around our apartment block for no obvious reasons.

Harassed for months by strange black helicopters and sometimes even police helicopters

This is far from the first time that strange black “helicopters” follow me around wherever i am going at night, sometimes even police helicopters have been stalking me at broad daylight, i must be doing something to attract their attention ?. Since i see no logical explanation to all of these events, i have footage of most of these events on my channel since i have recorded when they have been following me and Scully around. At first i thought it might had been a coincidence, but not any longer after last night i need no further evidence to make me believe that i am being harassed by someone or something that does not appreciate what i record and upload on my youtube channel.

The more people comprehends what is really going on here in my town located in Sävedalen, the less of chance there is of them silencing my channel and my work, if they would actually take it that far. You will have to take in consideration that this is Sweden, in Sweden the media would write about a random street fight between two kids as if it where something odd and extreme. These kind of events rarely takes place in Sweden, black helicopters (or whatever it was) are not supposed to hover around a random apartment block for close to half an hour for no obvious reasons. If this would actually take place in Sweden then it has to be related with something extremely serious like a ongoing bank robbery taking place, or a “terror threat”. Things like these just don´t tend to happen in this country for no apparent reasons. I have uploaded many different examples of different occasions in this post, where i have either been followed around by black helicopters/police helicopters or situations when they have been flying around our apartment.

I will soon release more information about myself in the near future, full name and age etc, the precise location of my town in Sävedalen not the number to my door though but you get my point, this i will do in order to feel more safer in case something would actually happen to me in the near future. If my viewers have at least his basic information about me, then it will be easier for you to recognize if something has happened to me, if i would for example be attacked/jailed for some strange reason or if you notice that my channel has been shut down for no apparent reasons, then you will know for sure that someone or something has done this to me and you will be able to connect the dots right away.. I really did not want to do this at all since i wanted to stay as private as i could, but considering what i might attract in the future the best possibility to stay unharmed is if i go public about who i am and what i do, even if it costs me all possibilities of ever getting a job in Sweden again and exposing myself to hater attacks. The government might remove the little inhumane amount of allowance i receive from the them monthly as means of trying to ruin me even more for doing this, therefore resulting in me not even having money for food, however this is a risk i am willing to take for my own safety precautions and for UFO disclosure. This path i am walking i can´t just stop walking it once i have already gotten this far. I have an apartment to stay for free at the moment, i can survive with no money even if i have to eat grass from outside..

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Here is the actual article mentioned by the media about 2 minutes precisely after my phone call to the police.

http://www.gp.se/nyheter/goteborg/1.814665-polisjakt-efter-inbrottsforsok

There is no chance at all that this was the same helicopter mentioned by the media, this craft that i recorded was black and changed shape several times as clearly seen on my video if that is not a craft of ET origin then it is something extremely top secret developed by a military super power outside of Sweden.

What was this craft (UFO) doing above my apartment ? It makes no sense if you try to look at it from a logical perspective, they have to know who i am and what i do.. i had only been outside for a walk earlier in Härlanda Tjärn, i have not even recorded any UFO´s since New Years Eve so why are they behaving like this ?

I am just recording “Chinese lanterns” and “Airplanes” anyway according to the skeptics so what could they possibly want with me that is nothing but a crazy Tin foil hat to a lot of people ?..

2012 certainly started out with a real bang for me haha! (Better to laugh at it than to live in fear)

As soon as the video has been processed from yesterday which i have recently uploaded, then it will be included in this post.

/CST (Victor) So now you know my first name, i might reveal my surname soon if this gets any worse.

Multiple UFO orbs sighted one day before New Years Eve 2012

I knew it all along my friends! I told you this months ago that they would actually return on a large scale during New Years eve and around this period, i am still waiting for the bigger fleets to show up but i think that that might happen to tomorrow. So here you have the proof that they have returned and they where everywhere today. There is so much going on on our planet right now, therefore they are very curious to see what is going on i believe, they know how we behave and live but they are still fascinated about us. They always appear during New Years eve because they find it interesting yet strange to see how we behave by celebrating the new year with fireworks which sounds pretty much like bombs in the sky while letting out dangerous toxins which are not natural. I believe they are watching our evolution, yet they find themselves watching us behave the same every New Year. I am glad that we get to see them at least, they don´t seem to look down upon us, however sometimes they openly show their desire not to be recorded.

The only reason to why i even record them is for Disclosure itself, these beings they have never done me any harm, they are here for us at least in this area they want to tell us something. I believe that they have tried to communicate with us on many occasions, today one of the orbs stood still for a long time pointed towards our direction, both me and Scully felt that this orb/being was trying to communicate with us. As a result of our brain not being able to process the information, we might had gotten a sudden migraine both of us once we headed back in again.

The red orb are here, they are everywhere and they don´t seem to like that humans use fireworks, i don´t enjoy it either so i fully understand them.

I hope to see many of them tomorrow.

Count on your local skywatcher to record them for you!

I am the shade of gray

This existence is neither heaven nor hell.

Did you know that individualism and believing that you are a your own god/master is precisely what other collective groups/societies label as Satanism.. Then i must be a Satanist to some people ironically enough, but i do enjoy individualism it gives me the power over my own life rather than having others govern your life by giving that power away, however i don´t like God nor Satan nor do i believe in them at all, i do believe in a consciousness and that we are all part of it. I believe that i alone am my own master, however i can learn from other master consciousnesses co-existing with me which exists basically in every living soul out there in the universe. I am an atheist and the same time i am not, since i believe in a consciousness that transcends our awareness and existence, yet again i do believe we are all part of that existence. Everyone has the potential to understand and experience this consciousness thus becoming a divine awareness themselves, everyone has the ability to become their own god. But on the other hand i do not believe in neither God nor Satan, i believe they are nothing but symbolic interpretations of different state of minds or perhaps maybe the same original state of mind/soul experience just warped by different factions in order to create the experience of duality here on earth.

There is no evil there is no good, there is only experiences and existence. We are all both “evil” and “good”, in me exists the greatest and darkest abyss yet there exists also the brightest/strongest of light and love within me. I am neither darkness nor light, i am not love or hate, yet i have both of them in me while not aligning myself fully to either of them. My shade is not white my shade is not black, if anything it is gray and in between the polarities resulting in another and third indecisive pole. My mind exists in a realm beyond good and evil it exists in a gray zone a world where balance and individualism is the reality of my consciousness, this is neither joy or sadness it is both of them yet not fully none of them, this state of mind is imperfection yet perfection at the same time. What am i ? What is my purpose ? I can´t be defined nor will i ever be that either, i am not a Satanist nor am i religious yet i am spiritual and a atheist at the same time, i have not aligned myself to any polarity either i am nothing and everything at the same time. This awareness is very complex and hard to comprehend sometimes, maybe it is not meant for my human body ? Or maybe it is simply my brain not being able to cope with my consciousness to it´s fullest extent.

I am the shade of gray that exists in the middle of light and dark dimensions.

The awareness which understands the purpose of duality, which sees the beauty in both darkness and light yet understand the darkness in the light and the light in the darkness.

Grey is my color, what is yours ?